The snow is gently falling as I gaze out the window, our neighborhood quiet on this first day of 2013. Thinking about what the Lord may have in store for me, for our family in the year to come, how we'll handle some of the changes certain to come our way this summer, I realize I need to do some simplifying. De-cluttering of the soul and mind', as Sally Clarkson would say (read her blog post on de-cluttering http://www.itakejoy.com/a-new-years-tradition-de-cluttering-your-soul/ ). It seems that as the boys get older there is more to consider in our schedules...one loves soccer, the other loves basketball. One loves piano lessons...one wants to learn guitar. One wants to learn German...the other wants to learn French. One loves to get together (often) with large groups of friends...the other would just prefer to get together with one good friend. Enter home education, church and ministry and here we are.
Finding time to just rest in the Lord each day...to listen to Him who gives me the strength to take the next breath, take the next step, do the next thing, and know that He is sufficient in the midst of the craziness that characterizes many of our days. I often find myself longing for the days when our schedule was formed around naptimes and meals-it was so much simpler then. The rest of this week finds us still on our Christmas break from our formal lessons as we look forward to spending time with extended family in celebrating together this weekend. We'll be de-cluttering our home, setting things back to normal (whatever that means...our normal I guess) and playing together a LOT.
Looking ahead to how I desire 2013 to characterize our lives, our home, I desire it to be flooded with Grace and Kindness, Patience and Joy, Love and Peace. Our oldest son (11 y/o) told me the other day that I was the best Mom (which I never tire of hearing, though always feel humbled as my many inadequacies race through my brain at such times). So I asked him, what makes me the 'best Mom'? His answer, 'you let us have extra sweets during the holidays'. Never being one to just let things go, I sought to dig a little deeper, so I asked, 'Tell me what are those things that make me a good Mom? What are those things that I do that make you know I love you?' So he said, 'you're patient and kind and gentle with us.' Really???? I don't often feel that those Fruits of the Spirit characterize my heart, though you can be sure that during my quiet time, I'll be praying more on each of these to permeate my heart and the hearts of my husband and boys as well...
Happy New Year!